Insomnia
Noah starts Kindergarten this August. OMG. OMG. OMG. I’m totally excited. But, I am totally freaking out. My first born, is terrified of going to “big school”. He tells me, and his pre K teacher, that he isn’t going to go to “big school” He is worried about who will help him write his name. He CAN do this on his own, he just prefers to have someone hold his hand. As he does with everything. He constantly seeks out appreciation and someone to tell him how well he is doing. I am picturing his first day of having to ride the bus somewhat like this, and when this day comes, I will be sure to blog about how right I am….anyways….I’ll wait at the bus stop with him, and Jacob will be there, in his stroller, because he’s liable to run on the bus to GO to school. anyway, the bus will come, and Noah will try to run away, I will catch him, and have to physically get on the bus and put him in a seat, then run off the bus with the bus driver slamming those doors shut so he can’t get off. Omg, isn’t that horrifying. That is the main thing that has been keeping me up late at night. THEN, what’s the poor baby going to do when he gets off of the bus??? How will he get where he needs to go, OMG. I need to homeschool. I am not going to deal with this well. I think if it were Jacob I’d feel much better, he’s just so much more independent with things…(except I see him climbing the fence at school to find something better than school to do, I will have my hands full with that boy I tell ya)
Work has been slow lately, been enjoying it. Too much. We’re picked up a little this week, mabye I’ll actually EARN my salary.
Why on why in the hell did I eat all my food for dinner. I have a personal pan pizza (pizza hut-pepperoni), 3 breadsticks with marinara, and a soft taco. My tummy is in knots and is very uncomfortable. Yet, I am still craving that double fudge smart ones’ dessert that I have in my freezer.
I didn’t work out all week due to illnesses, Jacob and mine. MUST GO TOMORROW(ya, right).
we have to clean this shithole we call a house. yet, clean it up, 20 min later its a mess again, jacob goes over to his toy bin, says “UH OH” then proceeds to dump everything out. WTH??? uh oh?? don’t think so monster. He is so cute and tries to help out with cleaning up.
ok, so the school thing is the main reason I can’t sleep. LOL. I am sure as I am laying in bed tonight I will come up with more things.
PEACE OUT!!!
